|Entry#16: Love, Josh.|

+ I want to tell everyone something very personal but you must know. (This may come as a shocker to people who didn't suspect...)
+ I'm bisexual. And for all the girls that swoon for me...you still can swoon. I just might notice the hot guy next to you. ^_^;;
+ Don't treat me any different. I still love you guys.
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P O S T

Josh had his mouse over the post button.
"Just post it. It's better to let everyone know than keep it bottled up inside of you." Daina helped Josh with his situation.
Josh nodded his head and pressed the button.

Lance and Emerson were out with Pete and Gabe Saporta.
Daina and Josh were in the recording studio early in Phillie.
Kelsey was back in Rhode Island with Sarah and Daina's mother, Remedy.
Lance's family was down in Georgia; meeting up with family.
Josh's parents were in a vacation mode because of the summer weather.
Emerson's mom was still in Maine but his brother had gone off to college in Washington and Bria had moved into her own apartment in New York.
Jason was with Travis at the hotel in Phillie; in the suite room.

"Ok. Here listen to this." Daina handed Josh her iPod, making sure the song was paused.
Ladies with an attitude.
Fellas that were in the mood.
Don't just stand there...
Let's get to it...
Let's get to it...
Let's get to it...
Strike a pose
There's nothing to it
Daina played the song. Josh chuckled for the first few verses and realized that he needed to fit in with the crowd.
Strike that pose because there was nothing to it.
He needed to strike the same pose as every other bisexual guy.

A knock could be heard at the door. Daina spun around in the chair. "Come in!"
The door opened a bit. "Hey, Day." Brendon.
Daina jumped up in shock. "Brenny! What are you doing here? I thought you were staying with your parents?"
Brendon smiled and gave her a tight hug. "I know. I told my mom about you and she said to come up and stay with you instead. She said I was talking about you too much that she suspected I missed you too much and she sent me here."
Daina giggled then kissed him softly.
"Well, I missed you a lot too." She smiled.
Josh turned around so he wouldn't be watching anything he shouldn't be.
"Oh, Josh! Hey, man." Brendon broke away from Daina, trying not to be as rude as he always was considered.
Josh turned around as if he hadn't heard Brendon.
"Wow, Brendon! I didn't even notice you were there!" He smiled and gave Brendon that man-ish hug.
Daina smiled. "You guys are starting to become so close. I remember you guys when you met."
Brendon laughed. "So do I. Josh didn't like me because he thought I was so cocky."
Josh smiled. "Yeah. Totally what I thought. But you're cool, Bee."
Bee? That was Bria's nickname.
OH. NO.

Miles away in the big time city of Phillie...

"I wish Josh wasn't bi." Lance said while taking out his phone and dialing his sister's number.
Pete chuckled. "Why? It is his choice. He's still the same person. He just has different feelings towards different sexes."
Emerson nodded his head. "Pete's right. He is still the same. Nothing more. Nothing less."
Lance heard the phone pick up on the other end. "What do you want, loser?" His sister OH SO friendly answer.
"I'm the loser? Well, anyway, I called to talk to mom. Where is she?" He asked.
His sister sighed. "Not here, obviously. She has her own cell phone. You know right? Oh wait...you don't. Because you need medical help which you're right now trying to afford the bill."
He hung up the phone. He didn't like the way she spoke to him.
"Pete, can we go to the studio now? I just want this day to go by." Lance asked, stuffing his phone in his pocket.
Pete walked up to the corner of the street. "Yeah! Let's go back over to the plaza. Who was that anyway?"
Emerson looked down the streets and crossed with Pete.
Lance sighed loudly. "Carol fucking Ann."

On the 3rd floor of the recording studio...

"Where are they?" Brendon tapped the mic while Daina played with the settings.
Josh sighed and shrugged. "Who knows."
Daina watched as Dan leaned on a machine. "Pete called and said he was on his way."
"That was twenty whole minutes ago!" Brendon cried.
Dan shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know where he is. If I did I would say when he's getting here."
"He's gonna be here now then." Josh said, laughing.
Strangely, the door opened and in came Pete, Lance, and Emerson.
Josh's eyes widened. "Woah. Dude, how did you know that?!"
Brendon opened the door and walked out as if he hadn't done anything.
"Okay! We need to get some recording done today." Pete announced putting down a box of magazines.
Daina shot into the room with the headsets on her head. "Okay! Let's get to singing first." She beamed a wide grin.
Lance smiled at the way she beamed to Pete. She was still on his mind constantly.
Josh looked up to Lance noticing the way he softly smiled at Daina.
He tugged at Lance's pants. "Lance, can I talk to you for a sec?" He asked.
Lance thought for a minute but nodded.

Outside of the room, Josh sat on the couch.
The sign flickered on. Recording.
"What's up?" Lance leaned against the wall.
Josh thought for a minute then looked to Lance. He looked as if he were becoming uneasy.
"What's wrong?" He asked, forgeting about his real question about Daina.
Lance looked to the door. "Nothing. Is that what you needed?" He seemed a bit...rushy.
Josh shook his head. "No! I have to ask you something."
"What?" Lance asked, turning to him.
Josh breathed in. "Do you still have feelings for Day?"
Lance fully faced Josh. "What? Where did that come from? Of course I don't! She has Brendon. Why would you care?"
"Well, the way you looked at her seemed to be weird. Of course she has Brendon but that still doesn't mean you can't still have small feelings for her."
Lance shook his head. "Enn. Ohh. NO. I tried once and it just didn't work. We're in the same band but we still love each other as friends."

After the sign flashed off, the boys went back into the room. Pete had his laptop out while they recorded.
Daina was out and they told Lance to go in so he could scream on cue.
Brendon had Daina sit on his lap while they recorded.
Josh still had the feeling that Lance was lying to him.
He had the strong feeling. It was VERY strong.