+ I want to tell everyone something very personal but you must know. (This may come as a shocker to people who didn't suspect...)
+ I'm bisexual. And for all the girls that swoon for me...you still can swoon. I just might notice the hot guy next to you. ^_^;;
+ Don't treat me any different. I still love you guys.
______
P O S T
Josh had his mouse over the post button.
"Just post it. It's better to let everyone know than keep it bottled up inside of you." Daina helped Josh with his situation.
Josh nodded his head and pressed the button.
Lance and Emerson were out with Pete and Gabe Saporta.
Daina and Josh were in the recording studio early in Phillie.
Kelsey was back in Rhode Island with Sarah and Daina's mother, Remedy.
Lance's family was down in Georgia; meeting up with family.
Josh's parents were in a vacation mode because of the summer weather.
Emerson's mom was still in Maine but his brother had gone off to college in Washington and Bria had moved into her own apartment in New York.
Jason was with Travis at the hotel in Phillie; in the suite room.
"Ok. Here listen to this." Daina handed Josh her iPod, making sure the song was paused.
Ladies with an attitude.
Fellas that were in the mood.
Don't just stand there...
Let's get to it...
Let's get to it...
Let's get to it...
Strike a pose
There's nothing to it
Daina played the song. Josh chuckled for the first few verses and realized that he needed to fit in with the crowd.
Strike that pose because there was nothing to it.
He needed to strike the same pose as every other bisexual guy.
A knock could be heard at the door. Daina spun around in the chair. "Come in!"
The door opened a bit. "Hey, Day." Brendon.
Daina jumped up in shock. "Brenny! What are you doing here? I thought you were staying with your parents?"
Brendon smiled and gave her a tight hug. "I know. I told my mom about you and she said to come up and stay with you instead. She said I was talking about you too much that she suspected I missed you too much and she sent me here."
Daina giggled then kissed him softly.
"Well, I missed you a lot too." She smiled.
Josh turned around so he wouldn't be watching anything he shouldn't be.
"Oh, Josh! Hey, man." Brendon broke away from Daina, trying not to be as rude as he always was considered.
Josh turned around as if he hadn't heard Brendon.
"Wow, Brendon! I didn't even notice you were there!" He smiled and gave Brendon that man-ish hug.
Daina smiled. "You guys are starting to become so close. I remember you guys when you met."
Brendon laughed. "So do I. Josh didn't like me because he thought I was so cocky."
Josh smiled. "Yeah. Totally what I thought. But you're cool, Bee."
Bee? That was Bria's nickname.
OH. NO.
Miles away in the big time city of Phillie...
"I wish Josh wasn't bi." Lance said while taking out his phone and dialing his sister's number.
Pete chuckled. "Why? It is his choice. He's still the same person. He just has different feelings towards different sexes."
Emerson nodded his head. "Pete's right. He is still the same. Nothing more. Nothing less."
Lance heard the phone pick up on the other end. "What do you want, loser?" His sister OH SO friendly answer.
"I'm the loser? Well, anyway, I called to talk to mom. Where is she?" He asked.
His sister sighed. "Not here, obviously. She has her own cell phone. You know right? Oh wait...you don't. Because you need medical help which you're right now trying to afford the bill."
He hung up the phone. He didn't like the way she spoke to him.
"Pete, can we go to the studio now? I just want this day to go by." Lance asked, stuffing his phone in his pocket.
Pete walked up to the corner of the street. "Yeah! Let's go back over to the plaza. Who was that anyway?"
Emerson looked down the streets and crossed with Pete.
Lance sighed loudly. "Carol fucking Ann."
On the 3rd floor of the recording studio...
"Where are they?" Brendon tapped the mic while Daina played with the settings.
Josh sighed and shrugged. "Who knows."
Daina watched as Dan leaned on a machine. "Pete called and said he was on his way."
"That was twenty whole minutes ago!" Brendon cried.
Dan shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know where he is. If I did I would say when he's getting here."
"He's gonna be here now then." Josh said, laughing.
Strangely, the door opened and in came Pete, Lance, and Emerson.
Josh's eyes widened. "Woah. Dude, how did you know that?!"
Brendon opened the door and walked out as if he hadn't done anything.
"Okay! We need to get some recording done today." Pete announced putting down a box of magazines.
Daina shot into the room with the headsets on her head. "Okay! Let's get to singing first." She beamed a wide grin.
Lance smiled at the way she beamed to Pete. She was still on his mind constantly.
Josh looked up to Lance noticing the way he softly smiled at Daina.
He tugged at Lance's pants. "Lance, can I talk to you for a sec?" He asked.
Lance thought for a minute but nodded.
Outside of the room, Josh sat on the couch.
The sign flickered on. Recording.
"What's up?" Lance leaned against the wall.
Josh thought for a minute then looked to Lance. He looked as if he were becoming uneasy.
"What's wrong?" He asked, forgeting about his real question about Daina.
Lance looked to the door. "Nothing. Is that what you needed?" He seemed a bit...rushy.
Josh shook his head. "No! I have to ask you something."
"What?" Lance asked, turning to him.
Josh breathed in. "Do you still have feelings for Day?"
Lance fully faced Josh. "What? Where did that come from? Of course I don't! She has Brendon. Why would you care?"
"Well, the way you looked at her seemed to be weird. Of course she has Brendon but that still doesn't mean you can't still have small feelings for her."
Lance shook his head. "Enn. Ohh. NO. I tried once and it just didn't work. We're in the same band but we still love each other as friends."
After the sign flashed off, the boys went back into the room. Pete had his laptop out while they recorded.
Daina was out and they told Lance to go in so he could scream on cue.
Brendon had Daina sit on his lap while they recorded.
Josh still had the feeling that Lance was lying to him.
He had the strong feeling. It was VERY strong.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
|Blog#1(5): Care To Know?|
Everyone stop bothering! :D You want the truth! I'll tell you! I have met up with Brendon Urie but nothing has sparked yet!
And I would like there to be something but I am 17 (By the way; thank you all for the gifts I recieved at my doorstep. ^_^) and he is 21. He's different than I am and yet we have so much in common. People have messaged me saying that I am a terrible girl to be lying to her fans. What am I to be lying about, love? Nothing...precisely. So, back away.
Pete and Ashlee have come to their end and Pete has started to date my sister...Kelsey. ;] It's nice to see him happy with someone his style and more into him. He seems happy in my view at least.
It is June 25, 2008 and I must say our debut CD "Deadly Sins; To The Top" will be hitting stores in late July.
Be sure to watch out for that. ;P
Oh, and Lance isn't looking for a girlfriend. People Magazine and US Weekly said he was when he wasn't. He just tends to hang out with a lot of girls.
And Emerson is looking for a gal. He just turned 18...some facial hair on the chin...so on.
Josh...we don't know about him.
Teehee.
LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!
-Daina
"Oh, please! You could have at least lied and said you were with me!"
"SHUT UP! I would never! Plus, we've only hung out twice in public and all the time when there's no one around!" Daina threw a pillow to Brendon.
He avoided it. Daina laughed as he fell back off of the foot stool.
"You retard." She giggled.
Brendon shrugged. "At least I'm your retard." He smirked and inched closer to her.
Her face turned away from him and thought about all the other times he would come close to her.
"Day, come with me to Las Vegas. I need to head back home and I want my mom to meet you." He wrapped his arms around her shoulders.
I smiled. "I would...if Kelsey wasn't so strict on where I went. She only lets me go so far."
"Then tell her we're an item. Tell her that we're together and I want you to meet my parents." He held on tight.
The smile on Daina's face didn't fade. Neither did his arms. "I would love to Brendon. Your mother sounds like a sweetheart and your father seems fun."
Brendon kissed her cheek and looked to the screen of her Apple laptop.
The door to the bus opened. Yes, a bus.
Daina wasn't on tour but Brendon was.
Kelsey sent Daina off with him so she could fix up her new apartment in Rhode Island.
Daina's hand went into my pocket and Brendon's followed. She giggled as his fingers laced with her small hands.
He was such a charmer. "I'm so happy you're here with me, Day."
She turned her head a bit and immediately loved the way his hair fell into his eyes.
The way his hair smelled.
The way his eyes made him look adorable while they were closed.
Everything about him was likable.
"Oh sorry." They both heard Ryan say.
Brendon lifted his head and he turned around. "It's okay, Ry. Nothing was going on."
Daina turned her head to see Ryan in tight leather pants and a sweater. "I can't wait 'til tomorrow."
Brendon and Daina snapped their heads to Ryan.
"Why?" They both said.
Ryan shrugged and smiled at Daina.
"Wait...tomorrow's your flight, Day!" Brendon cried.
She nodded her head. "Yeah, and?"
"Call Kelsey! Tell her you're coming with us to Las Vegas." He settled down next to her small figure.
She sighed. "Hold on."
x0kitty.musex0: hey sister. :)
luvy_dovy_kelsey: ay bay bay! i just got off the phone with mom.
x0kitty.musex0: oh?
luvy_dovy_kelsey: she's coming to c my apartment after you leave to Phillie :(
x0kitty.musex0: aww, that sucks. well, isn't lance down there with josh helping u?
luvy_dovy_kelsey: they didnt help at all! they were no use to me!!! haha
luvy_dovy_kelsey: so whats up with brendon?
x0kitty.musex0: uuh great. :)
x0kitty.musex0: i wanted to ask u something though.
luvy_dovy_kelsey: sure, wat is it?
x0kitty.musex0: was wondering if i could go to las vegas with the boys. brendon wants me to meet his parents!
x0kitty.musex0: i cant turn him down! Phillie is just a plane ride away!
luvy_dovy_kelsey: woah woah woah!
luvy_dovy_kelsey: i can let u go if ur down there long! u and brendon have made it far in ur relationship.
luvy_dovy_kelsey: i'll allow it as long as u get to phillie on time. leave on tuesday :) we'll be there on the same time.
x0kitty.musex0: omg! thank you so much! ur the best! LOVE YOU!
x0kitty.musex0 has sent an away message :
And I would like there to be something but I am 17 (By the way; thank you all for the gifts I recieved at my doorstep. ^_^) and he is 21. He's different than I am and yet we have so much in common. People have messaged me saying that I am a terrible girl to be lying to her fans. What am I to be lying about, love? Nothing...precisely. So, back away.
Pete and Ashlee have come to their end and Pete has started to date my sister...Kelsey. ;] It's nice to see him happy with someone his style and more into him. He seems happy in my view at least.
It is June 25, 2008 and I must say our debut CD "Deadly Sins; To The Top" will be hitting stores in late July.
Be sure to watch out for that. ;P
Oh, and Lance isn't looking for a girlfriend. People Magazine and US Weekly said he was when he wasn't. He just tends to hang out with a lot of girls.
And Emerson is looking for a gal. He just turned 18...some facial hair on the chin...so on.
Josh...we don't know about him.
Teehee.
LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!
-Daina
"Oh, please! You could have at least lied and said you were with me!"
"SHUT UP! I would never! Plus, we've only hung out twice in public and all the time when there's no one around!" Daina threw a pillow to Brendon.
He avoided it. Daina laughed as he fell back off of the foot stool.
"You retard." She giggled.
Brendon shrugged. "At least I'm your retard." He smirked and inched closer to her.
Her face turned away from him and thought about all the other times he would come close to her.
"Day, come with me to Las Vegas. I need to head back home and I want my mom to meet you." He wrapped his arms around her shoulders.
I smiled. "I would...if Kelsey wasn't so strict on where I went. She only lets me go so far."
"Then tell her we're an item. Tell her that we're together and I want you to meet my parents." He held on tight.
The smile on Daina's face didn't fade. Neither did his arms. "I would love to Brendon. Your mother sounds like a sweetheart and your father seems fun."
Brendon kissed her cheek and looked to the screen of her Apple laptop.
The door to the bus opened. Yes, a bus.
Daina wasn't on tour but Brendon was.
Kelsey sent Daina off with him so she could fix up her new apartment in Rhode Island.
Daina's hand went into my pocket and Brendon's followed. She giggled as his fingers laced with her small hands.
He was such a charmer. "I'm so happy you're here with me, Day."
She turned her head a bit and immediately loved the way his hair fell into his eyes.
The way his hair smelled.
The way his eyes made him look adorable while they were closed.
Everything about him was likable.
"Oh sorry." They both heard Ryan say.
Brendon lifted his head and he turned around. "It's okay, Ry. Nothing was going on."
Daina turned her head to see Ryan in tight leather pants and a sweater. "I can't wait 'til tomorrow."
Brendon and Daina snapped their heads to Ryan.
"Why?" They both said.
Ryan shrugged and smiled at Daina.
"Wait...tomorrow's your flight, Day!" Brendon cried.
She nodded her head. "Yeah, and?"
"Call Kelsey! Tell her you're coming with us to Las Vegas." He settled down next to her small figure.
She sighed. "Hold on."
x0kitty.musex0: hey sister. :)
luvy_dovy_kelsey: ay bay bay! i just got off the phone with mom.
x0kitty.musex0: oh?
luvy_dovy_kelsey: she's coming to c my apartment after you leave to Phillie :(
x0kitty.musex0: aww, that sucks. well, isn't lance down there with josh helping u?
luvy_dovy_kelsey: they didnt help at all! they were no use to me!!! haha
luvy_dovy_kelsey: so whats up with brendon?
x0kitty.musex0: uuh great. :)
x0kitty.musex0: i wanted to ask u something though.
luvy_dovy_kelsey: sure, wat is it?
x0kitty.musex0: was wondering if i could go to las vegas with the boys. brendon wants me to meet his parents!
x0kitty.musex0: i cant turn him down! Phillie is just a plane ride away!
luvy_dovy_kelsey: woah woah woah!
luvy_dovy_kelsey: i can let u go if ur down there long! u and brendon have made it far in ur relationship.
luvy_dovy_kelsey: i'll allow it as long as u get to phillie on time. leave on tuesday :) we'll be there on the same time.
x0kitty.musex0: omg! thank you so much! ur the best! LOVE YOU!
x0kitty.musex0 has sent an away message :
going 2 las vegas.
then to phillie.
final touches to our debut.
can't wait.
x0. day. <3
"She said I can go!" Daina hopped up from the couch. The bus started moving.
Brendon caught her before she fell. "Hey, now. Calm it down. But now I can't wait until we get home."
They smiled at eachother just for a meer minute.
Brendon's phone started to vibrate in his pocket.
"Hold on." He said.
She smiled and let him answer his phone.
"BRENDON! Tell Day to get her ass Florida! She needs to get here ASAP."
Pete.
"Huh? Why?" Brendon asked.
Pete sighed. "We're having some...issues with Josh. He stayed down in Tampa for a bit and I decided to visit a friend with him...Well, he locked himself in his hotel room and he won't get out. She needs to get down here. I called Lance and everybody. So they're coming down. Ask her."
Brendon turned to Daina, still shocked about Josh.
"Uh, Day? I don't think you can come to Vegas." He stopped and looked to Ryan. "Tell Jerry to stop the bus. Turn around and go to the nearest airport."
Daina grabbed his arm. "Wait, Brenny! What is it?"
Brendon looked to his girlfriend's eyes.
"It's Josh. They need you down at Florida. We'll bring you to the airport. I'll pair for the airfare." He said.
Her purple eyes widened. "What! What's wrong with Josh? Is he hurt?"
Brendon shrugged. "She'll be there by..." He flipped Daina's cellphone open. 11:57 PM.
"She'll be there by 2 or later." He said.
"Okay, I'll be sure to be at the airport to pick her up. What airport? Well, send her to Orlando. I'll pick her up at Johnson Airfare." Pete told Brendon as he paniced in the hall of the hotel.
Joe pounded on the door. "Josh? Come on, man! Listen to me! You need to come out! Daina and Lance and Emerson are coming and we don't want them to panic like us!" He cried.
Pete put his ear to the door. "Go away! Please! I don't want to be bothered right now." Josh's faint voice screamed.
Patrick flipped open his phone and dialed 9.
Andy snatched his phone away. Pete looked back and took the phone out of Andy's hands.
"Don't call the police. They'll arrest Josh and he'll be sent off to jail. He's old enough to go now!" Pete yelled.
The elevator opened at the end of the hall.
Lance came running out. "Guys! What's wrong?"
Pete shrugged and pounded on the door. "Josh! Lance is here!"
Lance looked at the people standing by. "Where's the police? I thought you would have them here too?"
Patrick shook his head. "Then Josh would get arrested because they'll suspect that he's crazy or something."
They sat at the door for another hour.
Emerson and Kelsey came crashing through the stair doors.
"Em? Kels? Why did you go up the stairs?! That's 14 whole flights!" Joe yelled.
Emerson gasped for air. "The elevator is out of order..."
Kelsey coughed and staggered over to Pete. "I don't know what happened. They had just put up the sign." She coughed.
"Listen...we need to get him out of there without getting the police involved..." Pete said, turning to gaze at all the people that were now surrounding them.
Lance looked to his phone and dialed Daina's number.
Pete looked at the number then to his phone to check the time. 1:45 AM.
"AH! SHIT! Kelsey, babe, stay here and make sure no one calls the police!" He said, holding onto her arm.
She looked at him oddly. "What? Why? Where are you going?" She asked.
He stared at her for a mere second. "I'll tell you later. I have to go right now."
He bolted down the stairs, finally reaching the hotel lobby.
A taxi cab sat in the front as he waited for a couple to take their last bit of baggage out of his trunk.
Pete pushed the door open and hot the trunk closed as the couple took their last bag.
"I need to get to Johnsons' Airport." He ordered.
The driver nodded his head and started to drive.
"NOW." He urged.
The driver tried to reason with Pete about how he was supposed to drive.
"JUST GET THERE!" He yelled.
The driver took a breathe and threw his foot on the gas.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
|Entry#14: Dear Fans|
Fans-
We can never forget you. We won't. And if you see us coming to your town...then go! BECAUSE WE'RE HITTING BIG TIME! We're going to hit it up in the recording studio in NYC. Maybe take a stop at TRL. Who knows? But all we know is that Deadly Sins is making it somewhere. Look under Decaydance since we're signed with Pete Wentz from Fall Out Boy! He loved our music and all we had to show him was our Myspace page. And I would like to thank Tom for making Myspace and making it possible for us. It was all him. But it was you guys up in Maine that also made it possible. Coming to our shows was what got us to go to Connecticut and find a producer. We love you all. We'll make anything possible for you. Anything but everything. Because it's our deadly sins that make the world happy.
Thank you and we'll see you soon, Josh + Daina + Lance + Emerson
Josh closed the browser and signed onto the IM.
joshie boy: woahh, briee<33!
bigBEE: hey josh. :]
joshie boy: where's em? he said he would be over day's house. he's not here.
bigBEE: woah really? he's up in his room. doing something.
joshie boy: doing what?
bigBEE: uhh i dont know.
joshie boy: oh well, check for me. :
bigBEE: haha, ok.
bigBEE: stuff. he's doing stuff.
joshie boy: wat stuff! tell meeee. :[
bigBEE: stuff! i cant tell u. its between me and him.
bigBEE: its always been like that. ever since he was 14.
joshie boy: nononono...brie, is it something bad? is it like a sex kinda thing?
bigBEE: no, i cant tell u. then knowing u, u would tell everyone.
joshie boy: i wont! i would never!
bigBEE: u better not. i'll skin u alive.
joshie boy: can i kno?
bigBEE: he's smoking.
joshie boy: ...
joshie boy: oh i get it...ur just stalling me.
joshie boy: em would never smoke.
joshie boy: he wouldn't...would he?
bigBEE: he is. he's been smoking he was 14. i got him onto it... it was my fault.
bigBEE: but dont tell anyone. remember...
joshie boy: ok...
joshie boy: tell him to get through that joint and meet over at my house, please.
bigBEE: okay. :]
Josh got off his screen name right away.
He couldn't believe his best friend smoked and he never told him.
Why wouldn't he? They told each other everything.
"Mom, I'm going to Em's house." He opened the door and looked over to his mom.
She nodded her head. "Alright, sweetie."
He shut the door and walked onto the sidewalk.
Two houses down his street, he met Emerson's house.
Lucky enough, Emerson was already shutting his door.
"Hey, Josh." He smiled.
Circles were visble under his eyes. As if he hadn't slept in days.
"Oh, hey Em." Josh blankly said.
Emerson walked down his steps and over to Josh. Worry filling his head.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
He smelled really bad.
Josh shook his head. "Listen, Em. You're a really cool kid. I don't think you should be keeping secrets from your friends."
Emerson tilted his head in confusion. "What?"
Josh looked to the nearby ocean. "I know about what you're doing."
Emerson's eyes widened. "What?! Who told you?!"
Josh didn't want to start anything. "Bria did. But I promised not to tell anyone."
They both stared at each other. Then Emerson sighed. "Knowing you...you would have already told the world by now."
Josh sighed, heavily. "I wouldn't do that."
He looked to the ocean again. "You're my best friend. I wouldn't tell anyone."
Josh started to walk down the sidewalk.
The new summer air made a huge difference to the winter breeze. He heard footsteps behind him.
"Hey Josh." Emerson's voice meant it was Emerson.
Josh didn't turn around.
"I'm sorry. I'll take my smoking down a notch. I won't do it as much. That's my promise to you." He said.
Josh didn't say anything.
"Josh?" He felt a hand on his shoulder.
"Okay. I can deal with that." Josh smiled to a beaming Emerson.
-2 weeks later (In NYC)-
Joe Trohman sat in the studio with Pete and Patrick.
"Okay Daina. Make that scream on the right pitch." Patrick said into the mic.
She held one side of the headphone to her left ear and nodded her head.
"Please, just leave. PLEASE, JUST GO." She screamed.
Patrick looked to Pete who nodded his head. Dan, also known as the Korean Tom Cruise, turned the mic on.
"Great job, Daina. You've got some voice." He said.
Pete stopped the recording and got up from his chair. "You can come out now." He mouthed to her.
Joe opened the door for her and she left the huge recording room.
"Wow...that was fun." She smiled towards Pete.
"Hey, you got a visitor, Pete." Dan said.
Pete looked to the opening door and saw Ashlee Simpson...his girlfriend.
"Petey!" She cried, engulfing him into a tight hug.
Pete smiled...but not as he usually did.
"Hey, Ash." He said.
Ashlee got off of Pete and kissed him quickly. She turned to Daina. "Oh, is this Daina?" She smiled to Daina.
Daina didn't want to be rude to the one woman she had always hated. "Hi, nice to meet you."
They both shook hands.
Daina turned to Patrick and Joe.
They both went to her side. "The guys went out earlier and who knows where they went." Patrick informed her.
Daina shrugged her shoulders and took out her new PDA.
Pete dismissed Ashlee. She walked out of the room with a sad face.
He didn't even seem to care. "So, Daina...I wanted to know a couple of things."
She quickly glided her fingers across the keys and sent her text to Lance.
Whom wasn't her boyfriend anymore.
She lost her virginity to him and yet they didn't date for much longer.
"Yeah?" She turned her head to him while stuffing the PDA in her pocket.
He led her out of the room and into the waiting room. "Do you like Panic? You know, Panic! At The Disco?"
She nodded her head with a smile on her face.
"Well, Brendon Urie wants to meet you. He thinks your a very interesting girl. He wants to know you." He smiled and winked to Daina.
She stood in place for a couple minutes...still in shock.
"Would you want to meet him, Day?" Pete asked.
She nodded her head right away. "Yes! Why wouldn't I?!" She said as if it were obvious.
"I guess that was your birthday gift for turning 17." He said.
He was right. Her birthday was just two days ago. When she arrived in New York.
June 8, 2008.
"Well, then I'll call him and tell him." Pete turned away and took out his own phone.
He quickly dialed Brendon's number and started pacing.
"Pete?" Brendon answered.
"Brendon! Hey, dude. I got some good news." Pete said, stepping out into the hall.
"Really? What? Is it about Daina?" He asked so many questions...for Pete, three questions were just too much.
"Yeah, it's about Daina. She said she'll meet you. You should call her up today. I'll give her your number." Pete smiled.
"Damn! Are you fucking serious?!" Brendon was excited already.
Pete chuckled and poked his head through the door. Daina was laughing and messing around with Dan and Joe.
"Trust me...I can see you guys going to the VMAs together. Her band winning everything. You're band...getting one or two." He joked.
Brendon faked a laugh. "Haha, you are SO funny. So...where are you guys? Upstate?"
Pete looked out the window, into the busy street. "Upstate it is. Business is here." He hung up the phone.
What happens in Upstate New York...stays in Upstate New York.
We can never forget you. We won't. And if you see us coming to your town...then go! BECAUSE WE'RE HITTING BIG TIME! We're going to hit it up in the recording studio in NYC. Maybe take a stop at TRL. Who knows? But all we know is that Deadly Sins is making it somewhere. Look under Decaydance since we're signed with Pete Wentz from Fall Out Boy! He loved our music and all we had to show him was our Myspace page. And I would like to thank Tom for making Myspace and making it possible for us. It was all him. But it was you guys up in Maine that also made it possible. Coming to our shows was what got us to go to Connecticut and find a producer. We love you all. We'll make anything possible for you. Anything but everything. Because it's our deadly sins that make the world happy.
Thank you and we'll see you soon, Josh + Daina + Lance + Emerson
Josh closed the browser and signed onto the IM.
joshie boy: woahh, briee<33!
bigBEE: hey josh. :]
joshie boy: where's em? he said he would be over day's house. he's not here.
bigBEE: woah really? he's up in his room. doing something.
joshie boy: doing what?
bigBEE: uhh i dont know.
joshie boy: oh well, check for me. :
bigBEE: haha, ok.
bigBEE: stuff. he's doing stuff.
joshie boy: wat stuff! tell meeee. :[
bigBEE: stuff! i cant tell u. its between me and him.
bigBEE: its always been like that. ever since he was 14.
joshie boy: nononono...brie, is it something bad? is it like a sex kinda thing?
bigBEE: no, i cant tell u. then knowing u, u would tell everyone.
joshie boy: i wont! i would never!
bigBEE: u better not. i'll skin u alive.
joshie boy: can i kno?
bigBEE: he's smoking.
joshie boy: ...
joshie boy: oh i get it...ur just stalling me.
joshie boy: em would never smoke.
joshie boy: he wouldn't...would he?
bigBEE: he is. he's been smoking he was 14. i got him onto it... it was my fault.
bigBEE: but dont tell anyone. remember...
joshie boy: ok...
joshie boy: tell him to get through that joint and meet over at my house, please.
bigBEE: okay. :]
Josh got off his screen name right away.
He couldn't believe his best friend smoked and he never told him.
Why wouldn't he? They told each other everything.
"Mom, I'm going to Em's house." He opened the door and looked over to his mom.
She nodded her head. "Alright, sweetie."
He shut the door and walked onto the sidewalk.
Two houses down his street, he met Emerson's house.
Lucky enough, Emerson was already shutting his door.
"Hey, Josh." He smiled.
Circles were visble under his eyes. As if he hadn't slept in days.
"Oh, hey Em." Josh blankly said.
Emerson walked down his steps and over to Josh. Worry filling his head.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
He smelled really bad.
Josh shook his head. "Listen, Em. You're a really cool kid. I don't think you should be keeping secrets from your friends."
Emerson tilted his head in confusion. "What?"
Josh looked to the nearby ocean. "I know about what you're doing."
Emerson's eyes widened. "What?! Who told you?!"
Josh didn't want to start anything. "Bria did. But I promised not to tell anyone."
They both stared at each other. Then Emerson sighed. "Knowing you...you would have already told the world by now."
Josh sighed, heavily. "I wouldn't do that."
He looked to the ocean again. "You're my best friend. I wouldn't tell anyone."
Josh started to walk down the sidewalk.
The new summer air made a huge difference to the winter breeze. He heard footsteps behind him.
"Hey Josh." Emerson's voice meant it was Emerson.
Josh didn't turn around.
"I'm sorry. I'll take my smoking down a notch. I won't do it as much. That's my promise to you." He said.
Josh didn't say anything.
"Josh?" He felt a hand on his shoulder.
"Okay. I can deal with that." Josh smiled to a beaming Emerson.
-2 weeks later (In NYC)-
Joe Trohman sat in the studio with Pete and Patrick.
"Okay Daina. Make that scream on the right pitch." Patrick said into the mic.
She held one side of the headphone to her left ear and nodded her head.
"Please, just leave. PLEASE, JUST GO." She screamed.
Patrick looked to Pete who nodded his head. Dan, also known as the Korean Tom Cruise, turned the mic on.
"Great job, Daina. You've got some voice." He said.
Pete stopped the recording and got up from his chair. "You can come out now." He mouthed to her.
Joe opened the door for her and she left the huge recording room.
"Wow...that was fun." She smiled towards Pete.
"Hey, you got a visitor, Pete." Dan said.
Pete looked to the opening door and saw Ashlee Simpson...his girlfriend.
"Petey!" She cried, engulfing him into a tight hug.
Pete smiled...but not as he usually did.
"Hey, Ash." He said.
Ashlee got off of Pete and kissed him quickly. She turned to Daina. "Oh, is this Daina?" She smiled to Daina.
Daina didn't want to be rude to the one woman she had always hated. "Hi, nice to meet you."
They both shook hands.
Daina turned to Patrick and Joe.
They both went to her side. "The guys went out earlier and who knows where they went." Patrick informed her.
Daina shrugged her shoulders and took out her new PDA.
Pete dismissed Ashlee. She walked out of the room with a sad face.
He didn't even seem to care. "So, Daina...I wanted to know a couple of things."
She quickly glided her fingers across the keys and sent her text to Lance.
Whom wasn't her boyfriend anymore.
She lost her virginity to him and yet they didn't date for much longer.
"Yeah?" She turned her head to him while stuffing the PDA in her pocket.
He led her out of the room and into the waiting room. "Do you like Panic? You know, Panic! At The Disco?"
She nodded her head with a smile on her face.
"Well, Brendon Urie wants to meet you. He thinks your a very interesting girl. He wants to know you." He smiled and winked to Daina.
She stood in place for a couple minutes...still in shock.
"Would you want to meet him, Day?" Pete asked.
She nodded her head right away. "Yes! Why wouldn't I?!" She said as if it were obvious.
"I guess that was your birthday gift for turning 17." He said.
He was right. Her birthday was just two days ago. When she arrived in New York.
June 8, 2008.
"Well, then I'll call him and tell him." Pete turned away and took out his own phone.
He quickly dialed Brendon's number and started pacing.
"Pete?" Brendon answered.
"Brendon! Hey, dude. I got some good news." Pete said, stepping out into the hall.
"Really? What? Is it about Daina?" He asked so many questions...for Pete, three questions were just too much.
"Yeah, it's about Daina. She said she'll meet you. You should call her up today. I'll give her your number." Pete smiled.
"Damn! Are you fucking serious?!" Brendon was excited already.
Pete chuckled and poked his head through the door. Daina was laughing and messing around with Dan and Joe.
"Trust me...I can see you guys going to the VMAs together. Her band winning everything. You're band...getting one or two." He joked.
Brendon faked a laugh. "Haha, you are SO funny. So...where are you guys? Upstate?"
Pete looked out the window, into the busy street. "Upstate it is. Business is here." He hung up the phone.
What happens in Upstate New York...stays in Upstate New York.
Friday, January 25, 2008
|Entry#13: Dear Drew|
Drew paced his office. "Sorry Pete for calling so many times...but like I said in the last fifty messages, I found an awesome band for you to sign. Call me back when you get this."
He shut his phone and looked out his window. "Now what?" His assistant asked.
He shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know. I guess I would have to wait for his call."
She smiled. "Oh Drew. We all know you're going to keep calling." They both laughed.
The phone started to ring in Drew's hands.
He looked at the caller ID.
Petey Panda
"PETE! I've been calling you for the past half hour!" Drew exclaimed.
"Sorry, man! I left my phone on the bus and we took a stop in New York." At least he had an excuse.
Drew chuckled. "Ok, well did you hear my first ten messages?"
Pete laughed on the other end. "I heard the first one but obviously I didn't bother to listen to the other ones."
Drew chuckled again.
"Well, can you? Maybe fly over to Connecticut and fly over to your next show and meet the band there. You have to. These kids are desperate."
Pete groaned. "I don't know. That would be a lot of money. And it would be for a day maybe."
Drew turned around, hearing an odd but familiar voice. He shut hs phone and saw Pete standing at his door frame.
"Julie called me yesterday and I decided to fly in today. So, where's the band?"
Drew shrugged. "The lead singer gave me her cell number and so did their guitarist. But I'm better off calling the guitarist."
He flipped open his phone and looked through his contacts.
He saw Daina then Lance.
"Alright, I'll call him. Sit down." He offered a seat to Pete, who immediately sat down and stretched out.
Pete yawned as Drew started speaking again. "Hey, Drew." Lance's voice rang as if he were sleeping.
"Lance! My growing boy. I have Pete with me right this second. Do you want to meet up with him somewhere or come down to my office?" He looked to his watch.
"Woah! What?!" He sounded as if he hit something.
"Pete Wentz is with me at this very second. He's here for a bit...you know how I told you a couple days ago about him? Well, I called him so many times...he decided to deal with me in person. So, hit me up. Here at my office or a meet-up?"
In the background, Lance shook Daina awake. "Day! Drew has Pete Wentz from Fall Out Boy! He wants to listen to us!"
Daina rose up from Pete's name mentioned. "NO WAY! Let's get dressed and get to Drew's! I have to wake up everyone!" She jumped out of the bed.
Lance looked back to the phone. "We'll see you at your office! See you soon!" He hung up right away and got dressed.
Daina rushed to the three doors down the hall.
Emerson poked his head out in the hall. "What, Day?!"
"PETE! GET DRESSED! NOW!"
He was shocked. "WHAT?! JOSH! HURRY! PETE!"
Cassidy and Darren emerged from their room with the happy news.
Jason, Harvey, and Travis weren't even awake to hear the news of Pete Wentz.
Lina was nowhere in sight.
And the band went off to meet up with Mr. Pete Wentz.
-15 LONG minutes later-
"We're here to see Drew Fozner." Daina said, out of breathe.
The woman looked up at Daina and the boys. "Do you have an appointment?"
They looked uneasy towards each other.
Drew's office door opened. "Daina! Boys! Please, come right in." He held the door open for them.
Daina started sweating.
Lance's heart started to speed.
Emerson was about to faint.
Josh was fine.
Why? We just didn't know.
Drew's head turned to his office. Another voice was behind the wall as they came closer to the door.
"Is that them?" The voice asked.
So familiar.
Who could it be?
"Of course. Anas amazing as they look know...imagine them on stage making so much money and so much fame for you and for themselves." Drew said.
Daina stepped in first. Pete's eyes widened with a huge grin.
"You must be the lead singer. The only girl in the band." He must have been amazed.
She nodded her head and went to say something. "Daina. My name's Daina."
He smiled once again. "Good sense of style, Daina."
She blushed and nodded her head in thanks.
Lance, Emerson, and Josh walked in.
Emerson had the most impact of Pete's precense.
"Wow, you guys look better in person. I bet you sound awesome too. So, what do you have to show?" Pete asked.
Daina looked to Drew and Drew nodded his head.
She walked over to his computer and spun the moniter to face Pete.
"We've had our own shows up in Maine. And the most popular place that people come to see us is our high school. We have our own stage crew and it is only four people." She paused and opened a browser.
Pete nodded his head but spoke. "Four people only? Well, I'm gonna fix that. You're going to have those four people and more. I can see you guys having a lot of different equipment. That tend to need a lot more people."
She smiled to herself and typed into the address bar,
http://www.myspace.com/thedeadlysins
The page quickly uploaded and she watched as Pete examined the page. "And this is all you guys?"
Daina nodded. "We brought up the band two years ago. And since then we've gotten fans from across our nation. We only had enough money to perform in Maine."
Pete scooted his chair closer to the screen. "Who took the videos?"
Lance stepped up. "My friend Danny. He's all a personal friend. He's worked with all kinds of cameras and we would prefer him over anyone else."
Pete pointed to one of them. "Can you play one? I just want to hear one of the songs you guys have written."
Daina clicked the play button and turned up the volume.
After the video finished, Pete smiled.
Danny caught a glimpse of everything and everyone.
Pete looked to Daina then to the boys. "Well, if there is anything you'd like to show me...show me in the recording studio because that's where you guys are going next. Big time is about to meet The Deadly Sins."
Daina shot up from the chair and grabbed Pete into a tight hug. "THANK YOU SO MUCH!"
Pete laughed and held his arm around her waist as he looked to the boys. "So, how about it?"
Lance, Emerson, and Josh looked to eachother and nodded their heads. "Hell yeah! This is gonna be the best thing ever!"
The best thing to hit history since The Rolling Stones...
He shut his phone and looked out his window. "Now what?" His assistant asked.
He shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know. I guess I would have to wait for his call."
She smiled. "Oh Drew. We all know you're going to keep calling." They both laughed.
The phone started to ring in Drew's hands.
He looked at the caller ID.
Petey Panda
"PETE! I've been calling you for the past half hour!" Drew exclaimed.
"Sorry, man! I left my phone on the bus and we took a stop in New York." At least he had an excuse.
Drew chuckled. "Ok, well did you hear my first ten messages?"
Pete laughed on the other end. "I heard the first one but obviously I didn't bother to listen to the other ones."
Drew chuckled again.
"Well, can you? Maybe fly over to Connecticut and fly over to your next show and meet the band there. You have to. These kids are desperate."
Pete groaned. "I don't know. That would be a lot of money. And it would be for a day maybe."
Drew turned around, hearing an odd but familiar voice. He shut hs phone and saw Pete standing at his door frame.
"Julie called me yesterday and I decided to fly in today. So, where's the band?"
Drew shrugged. "The lead singer gave me her cell number and so did their guitarist. But I'm better off calling the guitarist."
He flipped open his phone and looked through his contacts.
He saw Daina then Lance.
"Alright, I'll call him. Sit down." He offered a seat to Pete, who immediately sat down and stretched out.
Pete yawned as Drew started speaking again. "Hey, Drew." Lance's voice rang as if he were sleeping.
"Lance! My growing boy. I have Pete with me right this second. Do you want to meet up with him somewhere or come down to my office?" He looked to his watch.
"Woah! What?!" He sounded as if he hit something.
"Pete Wentz is with me at this very second. He's here for a bit...you know how I told you a couple days ago about him? Well, I called him so many times...he decided to deal with me in person. So, hit me up. Here at my office or a meet-up?"
In the background, Lance shook Daina awake. "Day! Drew has Pete Wentz from Fall Out Boy! He wants to listen to us!"
Daina rose up from Pete's name mentioned. "NO WAY! Let's get dressed and get to Drew's! I have to wake up everyone!" She jumped out of the bed.
Lance looked back to the phone. "We'll see you at your office! See you soon!" He hung up right away and got dressed.
Daina rushed to the three doors down the hall.
Emerson poked his head out in the hall. "What, Day?!"
"PETE! GET DRESSED! NOW!"
He was shocked. "WHAT?! JOSH! HURRY! PETE!"
Cassidy and Darren emerged from their room with the happy news.
Jason, Harvey, and Travis weren't even awake to hear the news of Pete Wentz.
Lina was nowhere in sight.
And the band went off to meet up with Mr. Pete Wentz.
-15 LONG minutes later-
"We're here to see Drew Fozner." Daina said, out of breathe.
The woman looked up at Daina and the boys. "Do you have an appointment?"
They looked uneasy towards each other.
Drew's office door opened. "Daina! Boys! Please, come right in." He held the door open for them.
Daina started sweating.
Lance's heart started to speed.
Emerson was about to faint.
Josh was fine.
Why? We just didn't know.
Drew's head turned to his office. Another voice was behind the wall as they came closer to the door.
"Is that them?" The voice asked.
So familiar.
Who could it be?
"Of course. Anas amazing as they look know...imagine them on stage making so much money and so much fame for you and for themselves." Drew said.
Daina stepped in first. Pete's eyes widened with a huge grin.
"You must be the lead singer. The only girl in the band." He must have been amazed.
She nodded her head and went to say something. "Daina. My name's Daina."
He smiled once again. "Good sense of style, Daina."
She blushed and nodded her head in thanks.
Lance, Emerson, and Josh walked in.
Emerson had the most impact of Pete's precense.
"Wow, you guys look better in person. I bet you sound awesome too. So, what do you have to show?" Pete asked.
Daina looked to Drew and Drew nodded his head.
She walked over to his computer and spun the moniter to face Pete.
"We've had our own shows up in Maine. And the most popular place that people come to see us is our high school. We have our own stage crew and it is only four people." She paused and opened a browser.
Pete nodded his head but spoke. "Four people only? Well, I'm gonna fix that. You're going to have those four people and more. I can see you guys having a lot of different equipment. That tend to need a lot more people."
She smiled to herself and typed into the address bar,
http://www.myspace.com/thedeadlysins
The page quickly uploaded and she watched as Pete examined the page. "And this is all you guys?"
Daina nodded. "We brought up the band two years ago. And since then we've gotten fans from across our nation. We only had enough money to perform in Maine."
Pete scooted his chair closer to the screen. "Who took the videos?"
Lance stepped up. "My friend Danny. He's all a personal friend. He's worked with all kinds of cameras and we would prefer him over anyone else."
Pete pointed to one of them. "Can you play one? I just want to hear one of the songs you guys have written."
Daina clicked the play button and turned up the volume.
After the video finished, Pete smiled.
Danny caught a glimpse of everything and everyone.
Pete looked to Daina then to the boys. "Well, if there is anything you'd like to show me...show me in the recording studio because that's where you guys are going next. Big time is about to meet The Deadly Sins."
Daina shot up from the chair and grabbed Pete into a tight hug. "THANK YOU SO MUCH!"
Pete laughed and held his arm around her waist as he looked to the boys. "So, how about it?"
Lance, Emerson, and Josh looked to eachother and nodded their heads. "Hell yeah! This is gonna be the best thing ever!"
The best thing to hit history since The Rolling Stones...
Thursday, January 24, 2008
|Entry#12: Dear Deadly Sins|
Dear Deadly Sins,
I have a question. You guys took a trip to Connecticut for...what? A concert! A show! You guys are becoming famous?!
From, Jessica Andrews ♥
Dear Jessica Andrews,
We took this trip to Connecticut because of a one thing. An interview. As you can read...we're trying to become famous. We only have to offer videos of our shows. Pictures of our crazy fans. We only have that. Backstage footage that only the managers get to see. In Connecticut there is one person who is a famous manager that we decided to visit. He was delighted to hear from us and now we're already making one giant step to fame.
Thanks for the support, Daina+Lance+Emerson+Josh
Daina sighed and shut the laptop. Drew Fozner.
What a name.
That was the name of the manager.
"And tell me why Travis is here?" Lance whispered.
Travis was sitting two rows in front of them.
Daina shrugged her shoulder. "I don't know. I just invited him because he was from Connecticut."
Lance laughed. "Then maybe we can leave him here."
Daina laughed and hit his shoulder. "You're so mean, Lance!"
It didn't take long to land but at least they made it.
"Sorry...this isn't my kind of music. My business is about rock. Not the metal, screaming concept. You would be better off with one of those band members with their own label. Such as Pete Wentz! I can give him a ring if you'd like. Tell him about you guys. He'd be delighted to be given these sample videos. I can do all of this for you. Free-of-charge." Drew gave them a toothy grin.
Daina was still shocked from the first thing he said.
Lance shook his head. "Of course! Pete Wentz is Emerson's idol!"
Emerson knew this guy. And Pete Wentz...was his idol indeed. He even wore the girl pants as he does.
"Well, then. Stay in town for a few more days. I'll get him over and I'll phone your hotel."
Daina extended a hand out to him. "Thank you, Drew. It was nice to meet you."
He took her hand and shook it. "The pleasure is mine, Daina."
Lance, Emerson, and Josh were already out the door.
Daina finally followed.
"I get to meet Pete! And he might be able to sign us! Can this get any better?!" Emerson yelled.
Daina laughed. "Yeah...if I could get a dinner with M. Shadows. Then everything will be good." Lance put on a fake hurtful face.
"Oh, you know I would never do it unless I was single!" She said.
Lance laughed. "I know."
They got into the awaiting taxi and they were dropped off in front of their hotel.
"So, now what?" Daina said.
Emerson and Josh had already snuck in.
Lance was clueless.
Then he finally got it.
Lance took Daina's hand and walked into the elevator.
She held on tighter as the door opened to their floor.
Lance took out his key to their room and opened the door.
Daina walked in and dropped her stuff in the corner.
Lance threw his key card and everything to the ground.
He knew what he was about to do.
It all started with a kiss.
Daina shut her eyes and had a feeling in her stomach.
Lance softly touched the back of her neck as for the first time, his tongue tapped her top lip.
She knew what he wanted. And she wanted it too.
The kiss became forceful.
She fell back onto the bed and Lance left her in that position.
"Is this okay?" He asked.
She bit her lip and nodded her head.
His hand went from her hip to her her shirt. He pulled it over her head and felt her unbuckle his belt.
Soon enough, his pants were at his ankles.
Daina's skirt was easy to get off and that was what Lance went after.
He backed away and took off his own shirt. Daina got up from underneath him and sat on her knees along with him.
She smiled and looked down. "Are we safe?"
He nodded his head. "I kind of had this stuck in my head for awhile." He smiled and kissed her again.
She smiled into the kiss and felt his hands wrap around her.
Lance knew her hands were at his boxer rim but he felt her shake.
"Don't be afraid." He whispered.
He didn't want to hurt her. Not at all.
But as he kept breathing faster and faster, he knew that all the pain would turn to pleasure.
He tried to kiss the pain off of her but she would just moan into his mouth and dig her nails into his back.
Sweat dripped off of his face but he still kept going. He was exhausted and when he finally got to his point.
He dropped to her side and kissed her once more before falling asleep next to her.
That was one hell of a night.
I have a question. You guys took a trip to Connecticut for...what? A concert! A show! You guys are becoming famous?!
From, Jessica Andrews ♥
Dear Jessica Andrews,
We took this trip to Connecticut because of a one thing. An interview. As you can read...we're trying to become famous. We only have to offer videos of our shows. Pictures of our crazy fans. We only have that. Backstage footage that only the managers get to see. In Connecticut there is one person who is a famous manager that we decided to visit. He was delighted to hear from us and now we're already making one giant step to fame.
Thanks for the support, Daina+Lance+Emerson+Josh
Daina sighed and shut the laptop. Drew Fozner.
What a name.
That was the name of the manager.
"And tell me why Travis is here?" Lance whispered.
Travis was sitting two rows in front of them.
Daina shrugged her shoulder. "I don't know. I just invited him because he was from Connecticut."
Lance laughed. "Then maybe we can leave him here."
Daina laughed and hit his shoulder. "You're so mean, Lance!"
It didn't take long to land but at least they made it.
"Sorry...this isn't my kind of music. My business is about rock. Not the metal, screaming concept. You would be better off with one of those band members with their own label. Such as Pete Wentz! I can give him a ring if you'd like. Tell him about you guys. He'd be delighted to be given these sample videos. I can do all of this for you. Free-of-charge." Drew gave them a toothy grin.
Daina was still shocked from the first thing he said.
Lance shook his head. "Of course! Pete Wentz is Emerson's idol!"
Emerson knew this guy. And Pete Wentz...was his idol indeed. He even wore the girl pants as he does.
"Well, then. Stay in town for a few more days. I'll get him over and I'll phone your hotel."
Daina extended a hand out to him. "Thank you, Drew. It was nice to meet you."
He took her hand and shook it. "The pleasure is mine, Daina."
Lance, Emerson, and Josh were already out the door.
Daina finally followed.
"I get to meet Pete! And he might be able to sign us! Can this get any better?!" Emerson yelled.
Daina laughed. "Yeah...if I could get a dinner with M. Shadows. Then everything will be good." Lance put on a fake hurtful face.
"Oh, you know I would never do it unless I was single!" She said.
Lance laughed. "I know."
They got into the awaiting taxi and they were dropped off in front of their hotel.
"So, now what?" Daina said.
Emerson and Josh had already snuck in.
Lance was clueless.
Then he finally got it.
Lance took Daina's hand and walked into the elevator.
She held on tighter as the door opened to their floor.
Lance took out his key to their room and opened the door.
Daina walked in and dropped her stuff in the corner.
Lance threw his key card and everything to the ground.
He knew what he was about to do.
It all started with a kiss.
Daina shut her eyes and had a feeling in her stomach.
Lance softly touched the back of her neck as for the first time, his tongue tapped her top lip.
She knew what he wanted. And she wanted it too.
The kiss became forceful.
She fell back onto the bed and Lance left her in that position.
"Is this okay?" He asked.
She bit her lip and nodded her head.
His hand went from her hip to her her shirt. He pulled it over her head and felt her unbuckle his belt.
Soon enough, his pants were at his ankles.
Daina's skirt was easy to get off and that was what Lance went after.
He backed away and took off his own shirt. Daina got up from underneath him and sat on her knees along with him.
She smiled and looked down. "Are we safe?"
He nodded his head. "I kind of had this stuck in my head for awhile." He smiled and kissed her again.
She smiled into the kiss and felt his hands wrap around her.
Lance knew her hands were at his boxer rim but he felt her shake.
"Don't be afraid." He whispered.
He didn't want to hurt her. Not at all.
But as he kept breathing faster and faster, he knew that all the pain would turn to pleasure.
He tried to kiss the pain off of her but she would just moan into his mouth and dig her nails into his back.
Sweat dripped off of his face but he still kept going. He was exhausted and when he finally got to his point.
He dropped to her side and kissed her once more before falling asleep next to her.
That was one hell of a night.
|Entry#11: Dear Killa Boy|
BABY,
You are so difficult to me
And I can't stand to see
You and I
Not collid-ing
And I am the killer boy
That you said you would never say
'I love you' to
So please just say
That all I know
Is you.
"And how can I? Redesign this life?" Jason screamed into the mic. The crowd was going wild.
Not only because they were a new band...
But they were amazing.
The last song they sang was the first song they had written and performed in a basement.
It was called 'Killer Boy'.
The part where they got their name from.
Daina clapped her hands as Jason gave her a tight embrace.
Lance didn't like the way she smiled at him and how Jason would talk back to her.
He didn't like it at all.
"That was really good, Jay." She said, hugging him once more.
Jason smiled and took one of the offered towels, dabbing his face down.
"There's a lot of people here. They're here to see your comeback though. We were just a distraction." He said.
Daina shook her head. "No way. You guys were AMAZING! I wouldn't lie to you, Jay!"
They smiled at each other until Lance appeared at Daina's side. "Hey, Jason."
"Woah! Lance! Dude, your hair grew!" He started to turn red.
Daina laughed. "I know. His hair is like-" Lance cut her off with a kiss.
Jason looked shocked.
The soundcheck member/stage crew, Harvey, arrived at Jason's side.
"You guys are gonna be up on in fifteen minutes. So, get ready now." He said.
Daina looked to Harvey. "Oh, okay. Thanks, Harvey."
Harvey smiled and gave a thumbs up to Lance.
Lance laughed.
Daina giggled like the charmer Lance was.
15 minutes -
Daina looked back at Josh who was climbing the stairs to his drum set.
"Dead sins?" She asked.
Lance rested his head against her's. "Dead sins." Emerson hopped up the stairs and the girls started to cheer.
Lance was next and the girls almost died.
And Josh popped up from behind his set and everyone did, in fact, die.
But Daina stopped the girls and made the boys cry her name.
"Ok, so you guys...just heard Killa Boy. They won't be playing on our nights of shows but they will have their own shows. And I'll be there to sing with them. Jason is a personal friend...and I wouldn't turn him down for anything else." Lance looked to Daina as she smiled to the crowd.
"Our first song is 'Lovely Sins'."
Come back to the light of the sun
Stay away from the shadows of the moon
I hope that you will listen to me
As loud as I can be-
These are my lovely sins
And I will send them to you
In every way I can
I will love you...
The bites of the snakes are scars
That no one can barely see
Snakes are just poisonous that only I can be
But you came along and you became one of them
Listen to me...
As loud as I can be-
These are my lovely sins
And I will send them to you
In every way I can
I will love you
[Lance] Girl, take it back
You were the only one
[Daina] Boy, I won't
This is the show
[Lance] Girl, take it back
You are the girl for me
[Daina]*SCREAM* I won't
IF YOU CAN'T SEE ME
These are my lovely sins
And I will send them so you
In almost every way I can
I.
Will.
Love.
You.
[Lance] You've got some deadly sins
That I have never seen
And in ever way I can
I won't let you go.
Six songs later, the band walked off the stage.
Kelsey was clapping her hands and wrapping her sister into her arms.
"EW! You're so sweaty!" She screamed.
Daina laughed and Lance tugged her shoulder.
"A kiss?" He asked.
She smiled and their lips met again.
When they broke apart, they stared at each other.
With broad smiles.
They packed away all of their stuff and drove home.
It was a wonderful Saturday night.
A Saturday night no teenager would forget.
-Two monthes later-
"I just don't want to hear it, Lance! You know how much this means to Mom! She even told you herself! But all you do is care about Daina and the band! For once think about the family! YOUR FAMILY!" Carol yelled from the kitchen.
Once again, it was their mother's birthday. Her 50th.
And unlike other women...she was excited.
A big party was plained by her oldest and wonderful daughter and perfect husband.
Lance couldn't go but bought her the best present.
He couldn't go because of Daina and her plans for the band.
"Lance, I can change the day. I don't want you to get in trouble with Carrie. She's been arguing with you more and more and I don't like that. You should just listen to her, Lance. Please." Daina pleaded on the other line.
"Day, I don't care about Carrie. She's just PMSing. And my mom said it was alright. She understands how much I want to become big. My mother understands. Not my sister." Lance said.
"But-" He cut her off with a long sigh. "Daina, babe, I want to be with you. With Emerson. Josh. You guys are my life. And my sister doesn't understand that. She may have been a teenager once...but never again."
And Daina sighed. "Fine then. Meet at Emerson's. Bria is taking us to the station. Have your stuff ready to go."
They were leaving to Connecticut.
Daina Marabelle Leone.
Lance Charles Walten.
Emerson Fredricks.
Joshua Wilton White.
Cassidy Ann Smith.
Lina Daniels.
Harvey Sanders.
Darren James Matthews.
Jason Milton.
&
Travis Rivers.
How did Travis get in that list?
Only one person knows the answer to that...
You are so difficult to me
And I can't stand to see
You and I
Not collid-ing
And I am the killer boy
That you said you would never say
'I love you' to
So please just say
That all I know
Is you.
"And how can I? Redesign this life?" Jason screamed into the mic. The crowd was going wild.
Not only because they were a new band...
But they were amazing.
The last song they sang was the first song they had written and performed in a basement.
It was called 'Killer Boy'.
The part where they got their name from.
Daina clapped her hands as Jason gave her a tight embrace.
Lance didn't like the way she smiled at him and how Jason would talk back to her.
He didn't like it at all.
"That was really good, Jay." She said, hugging him once more.
Jason smiled and took one of the offered towels, dabbing his face down.
"There's a lot of people here. They're here to see your comeback though. We were just a distraction." He said.
Daina shook her head. "No way. You guys were AMAZING! I wouldn't lie to you, Jay!"
They smiled at each other until Lance appeared at Daina's side. "Hey, Jason."
"Woah! Lance! Dude, your hair grew!" He started to turn red.
Daina laughed. "I know. His hair is like-" Lance cut her off with a kiss.
Jason looked shocked.
The soundcheck member/stage crew, Harvey, arrived at Jason's side.
"You guys are gonna be up on in fifteen minutes. So, get ready now." He said.
Daina looked to Harvey. "Oh, okay. Thanks, Harvey."
Harvey smiled and gave a thumbs up to Lance.
Lance laughed.
Daina giggled like the charmer Lance was.
15 minutes -
Daina looked back at Josh who was climbing the stairs to his drum set.
"Dead sins?" She asked.
Lance rested his head against her's. "Dead sins." Emerson hopped up the stairs and the girls started to cheer.
Lance was next and the girls almost died.
And Josh popped up from behind his set and everyone did, in fact, die.
But Daina stopped the girls and made the boys cry her name.
"Ok, so you guys...just heard Killa Boy. They won't be playing on our nights of shows but they will have their own shows. And I'll be there to sing with them. Jason is a personal friend...and I wouldn't turn him down for anything else." Lance looked to Daina as she smiled to the crowd.
"Our first song is 'Lovely Sins'."
Come back to the light of the sun
Stay away from the shadows of the moon
I hope that you will listen to me
As loud as I can be-
These are my lovely sins
And I will send them to you
In every way I can
I will love you...
The bites of the snakes are scars
That no one can barely see
Snakes are just poisonous that only I can be
But you came along and you became one of them
Listen to me...
As loud as I can be-
These are my lovely sins
And I will send them to you
In every way I can
I will love you
[Lance] Girl, take it back
You were the only one
[Daina] Boy, I won't
This is the show
[Lance] Girl, take it back
You are the girl for me
[Daina]*SCREAM* I won't
IF YOU CAN'T SEE ME
These are my lovely sins
And I will send them so you
In almost every way I can
I.
Will.
Love.
You.
[Lance] You've got some deadly sins
That I have never seen
And in ever way I can
I won't let you go.
Six songs later, the band walked off the stage.
Kelsey was clapping her hands and wrapping her sister into her arms.
"EW! You're so sweaty!" She screamed.
Daina laughed and Lance tugged her shoulder.
"A kiss?" He asked.
She smiled and their lips met again.
When they broke apart, they stared at each other.
With broad smiles.
They packed away all of their stuff and drove home.
It was a wonderful Saturday night.
A Saturday night no teenager would forget.
-Two monthes later-
"I just don't want to hear it, Lance! You know how much this means to Mom! She even told you herself! But all you do is care about Daina and the band! For once think about the family! YOUR FAMILY!" Carol yelled from the kitchen.
Once again, it was their mother's birthday. Her 50th.
And unlike other women...she was excited.
A big party was plained by her oldest and wonderful daughter and perfect husband.
Lance couldn't go but bought her the best present.
He couldn't go because of Daina and her plans for the band.
"Lance, I can change the day. I don't want you to get in trouble with Carrie. She's been arguing with you more and more and I don't like that. You should just listen to her, Lance. Please." Daina pleaded on the other line.
"Day, I don't care about Carrie. She's just PMSing. And my mom said it was alright. She understands how much I want to become big. My mother understands. Not my sister." Lance said.
"But-" He cut her off with a long sigh. "Daina, babe, I want to be with you. With Emerson. Josh. You guys are my life. And my sister doesn't understand that. She may have been a teenager once...but never again."
And Daina sighed. "Fine then. Meet at Emerson's. Bria is taking us to the station. Have your stuff ready to go."
They were leaving to Connecticut.
Daina Marabelle Leone.
Lance Charles Walten.
Emerson Fredricks.
Joshua Wilton White.
Cassidy Ann Smith.
Lina Daniels.
Harvey Sanders.
Darren James Matthews.
Jason Milton.
&
Travis Rivers.
How did Travis get in that list?
Only one person knows the answer to that...
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
|Entry#10: Dear Stage Crew|
Dear Stage Crew,
For this month, the janitors decided to give you some money as you work on and off the stage. You set up our equipment, do soundcheck, clean up the mess...who wouldn't like to pay you? You guys are so generous! If you weren't there the janitors would be setting up things they didn't know about and having to do sound check which they probably didn't know what that is. And after the whole year of working with us, we think you deserve a treat. The Ritchfield park has let us get the baseball park and will instruct where all the wires are to be placed. We asked about the treat and they were delighted to set up the equipment for us. So now! All you have to do is soundcheck! NO MESS! Well, we're guessing that you're gonna through a party. =]
Love, Daina<3
She closed her laptop and set in on her nightstand.
"Geez, Ritchfield is all the way across town!" Kelsey yelled.
Daina opened the door of the computer room and saw Kelsey at the kitchen counter, staring down at a piece of paper.
"So, who am I taking? You and the band or just some and you?" She asked, knowing Daina was looking.
She laughed to herself. "Me and the band. If you don't mind."
Kelsey shook her head and spun around. "Never. As long as you tell me." She winked and looked towards their mother.
"Hey, Mom. Did Day tell you about her new boyfriend?" Kelsey squealed.
Their mother nodded her head. "Yes, she did. She told me shortly after her and Lance got together officially."
Kelsey glared at Daina. "Oh. Ok."
Remedy chuckled. "If only...I know you Kels. You would have squealed right away if I said no."
Kelsey rolled her eyes and turned to Daina. "So, did you guys have fun last night?"
Daina straightened up. She did NOT tell her mother that.
"What?" Her mother snapped her head towards them. "What happened last night?"
Kelsey looked over her shoulder. "Oh, they went to the beach yesterday. Her, Lance, Em, and Joshie."
She lied.
Thanks to her loving sister...she was saved.
#-Entry#0: More characters-#
Woah baby! More people! There are only four people I'm going to add.
A girl named Cassidy, another girl named Lina, a boy named Harvey, and another boy named Darren.
Cassidy is a freshman! YAY! Only 14 and part of stage crew!!! -lol-

Lina is a senior with *Josh and Emerson.*

Harvey is a junior along with *Lance and Daina.*

And Darren is a dropout. He's the same age as *Josh and Emerson.*

*- Josh and Emerson are the oldest in the band. Emerson, being the oldest at 18.
Josh, being 17.
Lance is 16.
Daina is 16 but her birthday is after Lance's.
Daina packed away her amp, stuffing her pack of picks into her pocket.
Lance couldn't help but watch her. Kelsey took the handle of the big box that held their amps and other equipment.
Emerson smacked the back of Lance's head. "Focus!" He whispered harshly to him.
Josh grabbed his spare sticks and stuffed his main ones away with all the other junk in the back of her van.
Kelsey shut her driver door and turned the ignition.
The boys and Daina got into the back seats.
"Daina and Lance. Don't sit next to eachother." Emerson chuckled.
Lance rolled his eyes and smiled.
Daina sat in the farthest back seat with Josh.
While Emerson and Lance sat the in the seat right behind Kelsey.
In 30 minutes -
"AHHHHH! HURRYY! KILLA BOY IS GONNA BE STARTING OUR SHOW AND I CAN'T MISS THIS!" Daina screamed.
Kelsey looked at her. "Uh, ok?"
Emerson jumped up. "NO! You have to hurry, Kels! Maybe if you didn't know! Killa Boy is her friend's band she hired and she told them she would be there on time to see them perform! STEP ON IT, KELSEY!"
Lance looked back between Emerson and Kelsey.
She pulled up into a mess of booths.
This was Ritchfield Park.
This place was huge.
She settled the van by the stage. Daina shot out of the van and grabbed her guitar. She didn't want to turn down the band.
Lance got out second, waiting for Emerson and Josh.
They all got their things out of the van and put it by the stage so the park crew could set up the stuff.
The crew came.
Lina silently walked between Emerson and Josh.
They both knew she had a thing for Emerson.
Well, the world knew that.
Josh shrugged his shoulders and saw Cassidy.
"Hey, Cass." He smiled.
She turned her head and grinned.
"Josh!" She exclaimed.
The park crew took the equipment out of the boys' grips.
"Hey, look! Killa Boy is out on stage!" Darren yelled.
For this month, the janitors decided to give you some money as you work on and off the stage. You set up our equipment, do soundcheck, clean up the mess...who wouldn't like to pay you? You guys are so generous! If you weren't there the janitors would be setting up things they didn't know about and having to do sound check which they probably didn't know what that is. And after the whole year of working with us, we think you deserve a treat. The Ritchfield park has let us get the baseball park and will instruct where all the wires are to be placed. We asked about the treat and they were delighted to set up the equipment for us. So now! All you have to do is soundcheck! NO MESS! Well, we're guessing that you're gonna through a party. =]
Love, Daina<3
She closed her laptop and set in on her nightstand.
"Geez, Ritchfield is all the way across town!" Kelsey yelled.
Daina opened the door of the computer room and saw Kelsey at the kitchen counter, staring down at a piece of paper.
"So, who am I taking? You and the band or just some and you?" She asked, knowing Daina was looking.
She laughed to herself. "Me and the band. If you don't mind."
Kelsey shook her head and spun around. "Never. As long as you tell me." She winked and looked towards their mother.
"Hey, Mom. Did Day tell you about her new boyfriend?" Kelsey squealed.
Their mother nodded her head. "Yes, she did. She told me shortly after her and Lance got together officially."
Kelsey glared at Daina. "Oh. Ok."
Remedy chuckled. "If only...I know you Kels. You would have squealed right away if I said no."
Kelsey rolled her eyes and turned to Daina. "So, did you guys have fun last night?"
Daina straightened up. She did NOT tell her mother that.
"What?" Her mother snapped her head towards them. "What happened last night?"
Kelsey looked over her shoulder. "Oh, they went to the beach yesterday. Her, Lance, Em, and Joshie."
She lied.
Thanks to her loving sister...she was saved.
#-Entry#0: More characters-#
Woah baby! More people! There are only four people I'm going to add.
A girl named Cassidy, another girl named Lina, a boy named Harvey, and another boy named Darren.
Cassidy is a freshman! YAY! Only 14 and part of stage crew!!! -lol-

Lina is a senior with *Josh and Emerson.*

Harvey is a junior along with *Lance and Daina.*

And Darren is a dropout. He's the same age as *Josh and Emerson.*

*- Josh and Emerson are the oldest in the band. Emerson, being the oldest at 18.
Josh, being 17.
Lance is 16.
Daina is 16 but her birthday is after Lance's.
Daina packed away her amp, stuffing her pack of picks into her pocket.
Lance couldn't help but watch her. Kelsey took the handle of the big box that held their amps and other equipment.
Emerson smacked the back of Lance's head. "Focus!" He whispered harshly to him.
Josh grabbed his spare sticks and stuffed his main ones away with all the other junk in the back of her van.
Kelsey shut her driver door and turned the ignition.
The boys and Daina got into the back seats.
"Daina and Lance. Don't sit next to eachother." Emerson chuckled.
Lance rolled his eyes and smiled.
Daina sat in the farthest back seat with Josh.
While Emerson and Lance sat the in the seat right behind Kelsey.
In 30 minutes -
"AHHHHH! HURRYY! KILLA BOY IS GONNA BE STARTING OUR SHOW AND I CAN'T MISS THIS!" Daina screamed.
Kelsey looked at her. "Uh, ok?"
Emerson jumped up. "NO! You have to hurry, Kels! Maybe if you didn't know! Killa Boy is her friend's band she hired and she told them she would be there on time to see them perform! STEP ON IT, KELSEY!"
Lance looked back between Emerson and Kelsey.
She pulled up into a mess of booths.
This was Ritchfield Park.
This place was huge.
She settled the van by the stage. Daina shot out of the van and grabbed her guitar. She didn't want to turn down the band.
Lance got out second, waiting for Emerson and Josh.
They all got their things out of the van and put it by the stage so the park crew could set up the stuff.
The crew came.
Lina silently walked between Emerson and Josh.
They both knew she had a thing for Emerson.
Well, the world knew that.
Josh shrugged his shoulders and saw Cassidy.
"Hey, Cass." He smiled.
She turned her head and grinned.
"Josh!" She exclaimed.
The park crew took the equipment out of the boys' grips.
"Hey, look! Killa Boy is out on stage!" Darren yelled.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
|Entry#9: Dear Lovers|
Dear Deadly Sins (mainly for Daina and Lance),
I saw your comeback video!!! OH MY GOSH! I just thought the way that Lance treats Daina is the cutest way a guy can treat any girl. I think that they make the cutest couple ever! One person in Washington that can easily date Emerson is my sister. She's a year younger than Emerson and they have an equal amount in common and different. But Daina and Lance should get a go at their own relationship.
It would the best thing ever!
From, Lindsay and Summer
Daina turned an even darker red. "Oh jeez." She mumbled as she read the third sentance over again.
Someone knocked on the door.
Daina turned around and saw Lance. "Hey." He smiled.
A wonderful smile no girl could resist.
"Hi." She said nervously.
She was nervous, not only because he confessed her love to her, but because she was starting to have second thoughts about her best friend.
Indeed.
She was falling in love with him herself.
"I just dropped by before Kelsey left to work." He said opening the door wider so he could enter the computer room.
She turned her head back to the computer.
"Oh. Well, good timing. I want you to read this message. I liked it." She softly smiled to herself.
One smile a boy would die to see in person.
Lance came to her side and bent over so he could see the screen clearer.
He read the message and thought, "I wish..."
Daina face him. "So?"
"I don't know...Emerson needs someone he-" She cut him off.
"Not Emerson. Us."
It was the first time she had preferred to them as an item. Of course, it would be on the school newspaper.
What student wouldn't tell?
"Uh..." Lance knew his face was turning different colors.
Daina giggled. "Right. I thought the same thing."
She clicked 'Reply'.
Dear Lindsay and Summer,
Why, Daina is flattered. She has heard the many things that girls had to say about Lance but she only saw him as her best friend. Only to this day has she ever realized that he can be more. And Lance has realized the same way towards Daina. So, in future videos...expect flirtation between the two on stage. Emerson, on the other hand, isn't looking for a girlfriend. But of course, when he meets the right girl...he will know. Your sister sounds like a match he can choose from. We've heard many referances from many girls and , infact, boys. Thank you very much.
Thanks for the support, Daina+Lance+Emerson+Josh
She exited the browser and found herself alone with Lance.
He was clueless of what to do.
Daina got up from the chair and stared up at Lance. "Come on, let's go outside for a bit." She whispered soundly.
He studied her face but his eyes focused on her purple lips.
Picturing his against them.
Daina slid the back door open and watched the waves from her deck.
Lance noticed the sun reflecting in the water.
They stood next to each other for a good five minutes until Daina sat up straight. "How about the beach?"
Lance got even more nervous than before.
The beach was called Day Beach. It was a full time beach for only residents.
But the beach was called Strip beach over the night.
The name came from college students.
It was said that any couple or kids that liked/loved each other held hands while walking down the beach...
They wouldn't have sex...but they would strip and run into the water.
And Daina forgot all about that.
Lance, on the other hand, remembered quite clearly.
They took their time on the steps. As soon as Daina reached the sand she took off her black and purple converse sneakers and left them by the porch stairs.
Lance did the same to his DC shoes. He kept his socks with his shoes to let his feet sink into the sand.
Daina spun around and smiled at him.
He loved her smile.
"Let's go to the shore." She extended her hand out to him.
He didn't care about the Strip Beach anymore.
He only cared about her.
The sun was sinking into the sea as they reached the shore.
She gripped his hand tighter, realizing what was about to happen.
"Lance?" She mumbled.
He turned his head. "Hm?"
"What would you say if I said I loved you?" She muttered to him.
He stopped her and grabbed her other hand. He was afraid what she would do or say if he did the action.
"This." He leaned forward until their lips touched.
The kiss meant too much.
I saw your comeback video!!! OH MY GOSH! I just thought the way that Lance treats Daina is the cutest way a guy can treat any girl. I think that they make the cutest couple ever! One person in Washington that can easily date Emerson is my sister. She's a year younger than Emerson and they have an equal amount in common and different. But Daina and Lance should get a go at their own relationship.
It would the best thing ever!
From, Lindsay and Summer
Daina turned an even darker red. "Oh jeez." She mumbled as she read the third sentance over again.
Someone knocked on the door.
Daina turned around and saw Lance. "Hey." He smiled.
A wonderful smile no girl could resist.
"Hi." She said nervously.
She was nervous, not only because he confessed her love to her, but because she was starting to have second thoughts about her best friend.
Indeed.
She was falling in love with him herself.
"I just dropped by before Kelsey left to work." He said opening the door wider so he could enter the computer room.
She turned her head back to the computer.
"Oh. Well, good timing. I want you to read this message. I liked it." She softly smiled to herself.
One smile a boy would die to see in person.
Lance came to her side and bent over so he could see the screen clearer.
He read the message and thought, "I wish..."
Daina face him. "So?"
"I don't know...Emerson needs someone he-" She cut him off.
"Not Emerson. Us."
It was the first time she had preferred to them as an item. Of course, it would be on the school newspaper.
What student wouldn't tell?
"Uh..." Lance knew his face was turning different colors.
Daina giggled. "Right. I thought the same thing."
She clicked 'Reply'.
Dear Lindsay and Summer,
Why, Daina is flattered. She has heard the many things that girls had to say about Lance but she only saw him as her best friend. Only to this day has she ever realized that he can be more. And Lance has realized the same way towards Daina. So, in future videos...expect flirtation between the two on stage. Emerson, on the other hand, isn't looking for a girlfriend. But of course, when he meets the right girl...he will know. Your sister sounds like a match he can choose from. We've heard many referances from many girls and , infact, boys. Thank you very much.
Thanks for the support, Daina+Lance+Emerson+Josh
She exited the browser and found herself alone with Lance.
He was clueless of what to do.
Daina got up from the chair and stared up at Lance. "Come on, let's go outside for a bit." She whispered soundly.
He studied her face but his eyes focused on her purple lips.
Picturing his against them.
Daina slid the back door open and watched the waves from her deck.
Lance noticed the sun reflecting in the water.
They stood next to each other for a good five minutes until Daina sat up straight. "How about the beach?"
Lance got even more nervous than before.
The beach was called Day Beach. It was a full time beach for only residents.
But the beach was called Strip beach over the night.
The name came from college students.
It was said that any couple or kids that liked/loved each other held hands while walking down the beach...
They wouldn't have sex...but they would strip and run into the water.
And Daina forgot all about that.
Lance, on the other hand, remembered quite clearly.
They took their time on the steps. As soon as Daina reached the sand she took off her black and purple converse sneakers and left them by the porch stairs.
Lance did the same to his DC shoes. He kept his socks with his shoes to let his feet sink into the sand.
Daina spun around and smiled at him.
He loved her smile.
"Let's go to the shore." She extended her hand out to him.
He didn't care about the Strip Beach anymore.
He only cared about her.
The sun was sinking into the sea as they reached the shore.
She gripped his hand tighter, realizing what was about to happen.
"Lance?" She mumbled.
He turned his head. "Hm?"
"What would you say if I said I loved you?" She muttered to him.
He stopped her and grabbed her other hand. He was afraid what she would do or say if he did the action.
"This." He leaned forward until their lips touched.
The kiss meant too much.
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